i look back at other people and then look at myslef and see a difference....i am tense. anxious. uncertain. am i the only one? or do others do such a great job of hiding it? i wish i could live in the present and not worry about the future, but instead i worry about the present and think the worst of the future. Why? Take a Breath and Let the future come to you....worrying dosent do anything....i even worry about absolutley nothing....oh well...i am going to live my life...its time to LIVE.
i am tired beyond anything...and sleep deprived...so short and sweet....
Passion in atlanta was amazing..
great great expereince.
end of story.
i learned that a life without worshiping especially when givin the opportunity ...is one of the biggest waste and mistakes you could make....
we were designed and created for worship.
more on passion on the next blog.
one more day....no flu for me..thank GOD.
I might have it mild i have this draining thing but i will accept that and pray it all goes.....i had to go to the DR's Today for a checkup becuase of my stomach problems he thinks it may have been a virus....well...either a virus or my head. So, tomorrow is another day full of nothingness, its alright tho, no complaints, im savoring it all in, because in less than 48 hours in downtown atlanta with 100,000's of people ringing in 2007 and then be with 24,000 college students for 3 days straight, so im enjoying the down time at the moment. We are late-celebrating my fathers birthday tomorrow, becuase half the family was contaimanted on his birthday..how sad....my 87 year old grandma has it now, yuck. well pray for the fam that they all be healthy and i stay healthy. i love you all....peace out. lata gatas.
just-in case you forgot what i looked like...
I'm Hott 
oh my....it has been soo long..in the pat year i have done 3 blogs....i stumbled over my old mindsay the other week and read through my life....and i must say i miss it. i looked back and actually remembered stuff that wouldnt have remembered if i didnt have this little outlet. Its not even necesarily an outlet for you but one for me....something i need. somewhere where i can write out how i feel, and you guys are just lucky enough to be the ones who get to read if you wish. I am doing this so i can remember the little things and the big things and how a felt and when i felt it. Hindsight is 20/20.
Mindsay shouldnt be neglected by anyone, well unless you have a journal or something. Its a blessing for me to look back and say wow...i remember when....its funny....if you read back in my archives at the different things ive went through and osme im still going through tis amazing...but ive realaized as a person i have done some growing, some changing....life goes on....people move on....its a sad, wonderfully amazing way of life.
I couldnt begin to tell you to catch up on what ive been through alot...haha....so much....im back in school, Middle school Ed, but i still have to idea what i want to do, i think between 19-20 has been the worst and best year of my life becuase i learned the life goes on, whether your ready or not.
So Happy new year to you all, i am going to go to Atlanta to a Passions confrence with church, 24,000 college students and i will be ringing in the new year in crazy downtown atlanta. whoohoo. Meanwhile my whole family has the flu so im in confinement hoping i dont get it and ruin my trip so be thinking of me as i continually disinfect everything in paranoia. Talk to you peeps soon.
peace.
.-.Justin.-.
